Emo it up.

I like him so much, but I see no point in telling him cause' he doesn't like me.. though I should actually tell him first before making assumptions. But, it's true, he asked me if he should ask the girl, that he likes, out. I kind of told me to go for it. We're so close, I just don't want anything to change between us; I don't want anything to be akward. I swear, he's my male equivalent. He's so sweet; so kind; so caring; sooo.. charming. haha. I don't know... maybe I'm just being mushy. He seems kind of content, like he's holding something back when he's around me.. but when he's around my other friends he's just him. It's weird, or maybe I'm just being stupid.
I've even planned a perfect plan to tell him also.. but, like I said before I just see no point in doing so. but eh, here's the plan...
I would say: "What's up?"
Him: "nothing much"
Him: "you?"
Me: "ooh not much either, sitting around, watching tv, thinking.. "
Him: "haha I'm thinking too"
Him: "what are you thinking about?"
Me: "well, I like this guy.. and I don't know.. I want to tell him that I like him, and I don't really see the point in doing so, cause' he doesn't like me.. well I was going to tell him once, but then he asked me if he should ask the girl, he liked, out.. and yeah"
Him: *thinks about it.. hopefully clicking in that it's him*
Him: "are you talking about me?"
Me: "... yes.. :$"
and I'm not sure how it'll end. But I think it'll turn out something like
Him: "oh, uhhh.."
Me: "uhh yeah. haha." *nervous as heck* *heart pounding*
Him: "umm, that's cool?"
Me: " hahah..." *heart stops*
Him: *thinks to himself I don't like her that way, crap, she's a good friend but damn*
Me: "uhhh, yeah.. I think I'm going to go now..bye"
Him: "cya"

I can imagine that happening. I know it's such a simple task to tell someone you like them, but getting rejected isn't the best feeling in the world. I like to make sure that I really like him first, I've only told one guy that I liked him, he didn't like me back, that hurt. yeah.

I don' t know. He's so sweet though. I had a conversation about nobody liking me cause' they always just think that I'm a close friend.. and he said "why not? you're a sweetie , I bet there's a guy out there that's deeply in love with you" it was thoughtful, though.. I disagree.. haha. I was going to say to him "what if I told you that I liked you?"... he would probably say "I only like you as a close friend" yeah. He also said "I'd rather have a close friend than a girlfriend" ... he's so cute. ahah.

Yeah..

lqy.