Everytime something good happens to me. I feel that I need to compromise something else for that feeling to stay. I always prepare myself for the worse and not make the best of what's happening. I feel the need too.

I can't be left alone for more than and hour, I have no self-control. I eat like there's no tomorrow. I need to surpass that. I need to lose some weight. I'm fed up with the way I look. I know I shouldn't worry about stuff like this. But, I can't help it. It's human nature. Everyone worries about stuff like this.

I like to think that I'm different. I like to think that I'm intelligent. I like to think that I think differently than everyone else. I like to think that I'm better than most people. I like to think that I'm actually funny. I like to think that I am pretty. I like to think that I'm good at the things I do. I like to think that people look up to me. I like to think that I'm sure of what I do. I like to think that my faith is like no other. I like to think that I'm like no other.

really, I'm not.



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... I just wish someone would care.