I really hate people sometimes.
I care so much for them, yet they can't even just say hello.
They say I'm a good person
Yet, they can't show it.
I feel like people hate me.
Like they just don't want me around,
Until they need someone to talk to.
I hate it.
I just want to feel like, I'm liked.
Screw people.
I don't want people around.
I hate it.
I hate them.
I'm always here to listen to them.
They just can't even ask me what's wrong.
They notice I'm sad
They say nothing.
Whatever.
I tried to be happy.
I really did.
I just to fit myself in.
I really do.
But people just don't care about me.
I hate it.
Whatever.
This is stupid.
No point for this.
It happens.
FUCK.
I think about my days in grade 8.
I was so much happier.
Even when I was doing things I regret.
Though, it made me happy.
I've thought about going back.
Everyday.
At least once.
But it's stupid, and not worth it.
But, I have nothign else to rely on.
None of my friends, bother to ask me to hang out.
I always have to make that move.
I hate doing it all the time, cause' it feels like I'm desperate or something.
They just never think about me.
screw them.
I just feel like I get in everybody's stupid way.
I feel like running off.
Just to see if anybody cares.
If anybody would notice.
I know they would.
But they wouldn't care.
I hate them so much.
But I just can't get away from them.
They ujust act as if I'm not there.
Whatever.