you know what I realized?

I realized that I always want people to ask me "how's it going?" and stuff. But whenever they try to help, I just always push them away, cause' I feel that they want to intrude into my personal life and know everything about me, and just would laugh about it. Or, I would just say "it's going really good" or something to that effect, but really it's not, but who cares, eh? I think that's just the reflex answer, eh? Most people just give that answer, right off the back of their hands. But it's all good.



I don't know, I feel that they're too clingy, you know?

I always just push, I don't give in.
I don't know, I don't want to flash my personal life at people.
I don't mind helping them.
But, it'd be nice to do something in return for me.
Cause' it feels pretty lonely, you know?

like as if, they want help, but not help out.
it's pretty much a sucky thing.