9:33pm

aww, I miss Speed.

I feel like my confidence went away with my hair.
I'm so glad that I'm growing it out again.

Gah, I hope tomorrow will turn out okay,
I really don't want anything to screw up,
I want it to be like last time,
except without Kas and Cody stuck to each other,
which wont happen.
I don' tknow..
I just want it to work out
I really wish that Devon didn't tell maery about it
cause' honestly, I don't really like Maery.
-_-"

and also, I don't exactly want Stacy to be here either.
cause' him and I barely even talk,
and I actually thinks he really dislikes me.

but other than maery and stacy,
I don't want Kas bringing her new boyfriend,
honestly, I don't want her here either.

I'm fine with everyone else.
cause' I know they will make everything fun just like last time.
soo, I'm EXCITED FOR THAT.
:D
gahh, I'll just try to enjoy myself,
but I don't want to get blamed for anything.

I wish there was something that I could take to make everything alright
make all my trouble go away.
I want to argue liket ehre's no tomorrow.
I love it,
I love the rush
I love people who I can have a good argue with,
I don't want argues like YOUR STUPID, I'mnot listening, blahblahbl
SHUT UP.
gah.
I think I'll be a good leader someday.
But at the same time I don't htink I would make a good leader at all. haha.
heh.
I want to go out and buy everything.

I WANT EVERYTHING TO BE OKAY.
I WANT EVERYTHING TO BE JUST THE WAY IT USE TO BE
I WANT BRANDY TO CARE
I WANT MY LIFE BACK
I WANT PEOPLE TO LIKE ME
I WANT MY FRIENDS WOULD CARE MORE
SCREW THEM
WHY AM I SUCH A FRIGGIN' LITTLE BRAT??!?!?!
WHY DO I WANT EVERYTHING MY WAY?!
WHY DOES EVERYTHIGN HAVE TO BE MY WAY?!?!
:(

umm yeah.