I feel like a fatty, cause' I totally gave in to the eating and ate a bunch.
AND I'M FAT
AND NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT
IT'S NOT BECAUSE I HAVE PROBLEMS WITH SELF IMAGE
IT'S BECAUSE I REALLY AM FAT,
185lbs is fat.

though, I tell people I'm 160lbs.
I think people don't believe, but makes me think that they believe it.

I'M A FATTTTY,
I NEED TO EAT A BUNCH LESS
I need to go on runs
and like be more motivated to lose more weight.
I am quite proud of myself
cause' like 3 months ago my highest weight was 193lbs, and my average was 188lbs
and now my average is 182-183lbs, highest is 185.5lbs.
BUT STILL I'M A FATTTTTTTY,
I need exercise.
FRICK.