Gah, I feel so freaking bad about what I did yesturday
I totally screamed at Daniel,
annd I felt so guilty afterwards,
taht I just went to the bathroom and cried,
annd the worst part was,
was that they were over at my house
-_-
I don't even know how that happen.
It just happen so fast,
I was just being sarcastic one second
and the next I was screaming at him,
I don't even know how I can talk to him ever again,
I don't know how he could forgive me.


I feel like phoning him up right now,
and explain myself,
but nothing I can say, could change what happen.
I think that this type of thing needs to be done in person.

I not only embarassed myself,
I scared him
and I don't want him to be afraid of me,
I don't want him to be the reason that I lash out.
I feeeel so freaking angry at myself for doing sucha thing!
I REALLY NEED TO TALK TO HIM,
cause' it's really killing me that it happen, I think I'm going to call him right now!!!
:)