I lied in the last one,
this is the one more.

I eat too much.

I planned out my confessing love to Marcus,

I think I'll do it over Msn,
I was planning on making another MSN account,
and pretend that it was my friend,
and ask him stuff about me,
and wonder waht he thinks of me and stuff.
It'll give me reassurance,
right?
I don't know, I wih guys just came out with their feelings,
except that, I really think that he doesn't like me that way.
And I guess that's obviously, right?
Cause' he would of told me by now if he did.
Which is stupid,
I wish I knew what guys look for in a girl.
I WANT TO KNOW WHAT THEY WANT.
In other words,
I just wish that they liked me.
yeaah.
heh.
I don't get it,
is it because I get to close too fast or something?!
it's so lame.
I HATE IT.
Why can't I be their best friend and their girlfriend?

I don't get it at all.




Ross, is becoming way friendlier now. WHICH IS TOTALLY CUUTE.

GUYS ARE SO CUUUTE SOMETIMES,
ooh man.




Contriven, that's the way things seems to beAshamed I hear my mocking voice,Thrown down and trashed.
Pain seems to be the dominant trait
Love, where have you gone?
Seems to me, it was forever,
Since you last revealed yourself.Forgotten memories revived.
The beauty of your passion,
the sinful nature of your affection,
When did it stop?
Contemplations are full of nothing more than contradictions.
Believe that you can control it,
There are no ends to love,
but only hatred.
What is this that I feel?
Seems so natural.
Fierce, yet powerless, defenseless even.
Strength is what I need.