one more



I LOVE MARCUS.
except I wish I told him that.
I think I will soon,
cauuse' he's a cuutie,
annd I'm not even sure if he and Lisa are going out anymore.
I like spent the day with him at Maery's.
I like laid on him,
and he laid on me, and stuff.
I loved it.



EXCEPT YESTURDAY SUCKED.
I got into a big argument with my dad,
the worst, yet.



WAHT IS WRONG WITH ME.
I'm like breaking down bit by bit.
I NEEED SERIOUS HELP.
Why am I such an idiot?!?!?
LIEK WAHT THE CRACK?!?!?!



I hate people seeing the real side of me.
MAYBE I SHOULDN'T EXIST..



My dad is looking into hair dressing courses for me.


Mikey is thinking about selling me his Ipod Mini. :)

I think I should go make an appointment with the Student Counsellor,
cause' I think it would help me A LOT.
:)

Daniel is leaving,
there's a part of me that's glad that he's leaving,
actually I think the whole part of me is glad that he's leaving.
Its like a relief or something.
:)
I don't feel sad at all.
I don't.



I HATE MY OUTBURSTS.
They ruin my life,
they ruin me,
they ruin people's feelings about me.


I HATE DANIEL,
I hate how he's leavingt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
I hate my two-face-ness.
I don't know how I'm feeling.










FREAKING GUILT TRIPS IS WHAT I FEEL, ALWAYS>
I don't know what to do!!!!





GAH, HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!