So Mr Cunningham thinks I'm going out with Jeff koster.
:(



GAH, yesturday was like the WORST DAY so far.
:(

I had worked on my planning project the night before, until 12 in the morning.
then yesturday morning I had it in my hand to put in my backpack,
tbut then when I was at school I had realized that I forgot it at home.

WHAT A DUMBASS I AM!!
DAMNIT, was my intial reaction.

I felt like such a dumbass cause' I did all that work,
all for nothing.
I felt so stupid.
So I just ended up tearing up,
and then went to the bathroom and cried.
-_-"
I HATE DOING THAT,
especially during class.

THEN in english,
Karen asked us to take out the quotations for TKAM
and so I searched and searched and searched for it
BUT REALIZED THAT I HAD LEFT IT AT HOME,
friggin' idiot.

Then Jeff for the spur of the moment laughed at me for leaving my project at home.
And I had just gotten over it all at lunch time
that was lame,
so he just made me feel bad,
and I started to tear up again,
and then Ryan comes over to me and starts talking to me
and I was like "CCCRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP"
so for the first few moments while he was talking to me,
I didn't look at him,
so I thought hta tI was being too mean,
so I ended up looking at him
and I was like "GOD, I'm an idiot"


I CRY OVER THE STUPIDEST THINGS.


soo then, I talked to Karen about my missing quotations,
and she's like just bring me a note about it all and blah blah blah
so then afterwards when I was just going to sit down she was like "is that okay?"
and I wa sliike "yeah" then I started tearing up again,
and she was like "no, everything's not okay"
and then I asked to go to the bathroom.
when I got out the door,
GUESS WHO WALKS BY?!!?
STACY.
Damn.
So he stops and was like "What's wrong jess?"
"Is everything okay?"
"Are you alright?"
I was thinking to myself "I Don't want to talk to you right now Stacy"
but I took a few moment
and then replied with a really GROSSSSSSSSSSS "yup"
ahahaha.
-_-"
so then I went to the bathroom and cried my head off.
hahaha.


I'm a lame ass.
:)





but on the brighter side,
that night went hella better,
I went to Joce's house with Maery.



TOnight, Richard called me it was cute,
he called me to tell me about his problems.
:)
and about the Teens worship group.
I totally agreed with all of his problems with it.,

Lisa, Darin, and Tracy all just made desicions about it and just told us what to do.
It was lame.
caus'e they should of asked us for our imputs.
BUT THEY DIDN'T
which is friggin' lame.

They never asks us for our opinions about things like that.
THey always jsut tells us what to do.
I HATE THAT.

and if you try to leave or anything
they be like "WHY? balh blah blah blah God, blahb albha blahb why?"
and s on and so forht.


it's stupid.













whatever.


Today I had SOO much school
I was there at 7:30am-5:00pm then I had to go back, 6:30pm-9:30pm