I don't know if I regret dropping out of the worship team or not.
I'm relieved, in a way.
But guitly in many other.
the worship team before they changed it all use to be so good.
Matthew and Gwyn was such good leaders,
and Bill was just intimidating, they never made me do anything
Unlike Richard.
I guess I freaked at the sight of pressure.
But honestly I'm too "hardcore" for church.
I don't fit in AT ALL.
They are so much closer with each other,
they love God a heck of a lot more than I do.
I don't know, I feel so outcasted with them.

Matthew was cool.
He was like me in a way.