FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.

I'm getting 72.5% so techinically 73% I'm just BARELY getting a B.
FUCK FUCK FUCK. I NNEED to do better, I need to get at least 80% on every test from now on, and same with worksheets, which means I'll just copy off of Dani for the rest of the time. fuck sake. I'm A FAILURE.
I need to come out of the course with at least 73%
soo if I fail the exam and want to come out of the course with 73% I would need to get over 100% in the course itself. -_-"
I'M SO SCREWED!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need to buckle down and do better!!!

but I'm just not that committed in it.
and I need to take it more serious,
but I guess I'm not
I just can't cncentrate.
I can't pay attention and learn the material, it just seems so foreign to me.

And I almost failed the test today!
I got 53% and it brought me down to 72.5%
I just barely passed it,
I did the worst on that test. 20/38.

I hate how stupid I AM.
I'm such a failure,
I can't even pass a course that's suppose to be easy. I'm so stupid.
:@
as long as I get 73% as my final mark, I'm happy.










I WANT THIS TO BE OVER AND DONE WITH RIGHT NOW,.
I CAN'T HANDLE THE STRESS AND THE EARLY MORNING WAKINGS.
:(