fuck,
I'm prety much having a nervous breakdown or some kind of shit right now.

I DON"T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE ANYMORE.
I don't have time to be a kid, and enjoy my youth
and I do'nt have a life,
it's so consumed with EVERYTHING, but my friends.
Well, what friends?
not like thye ever call me to hang out, except for Joe.

I want to do well in life,
but screw the whole fucking "work hard now, play hard later"

I WANT BOTH,
I can't handle just one or the other, well maybe the other, not just one.


I NEED A LIFE,
I want to have fun.

chris/kris suggests that I quite my job because I'm finiacially supported by my parents,
but I need a job, I need it.
I don't want to quit.
But it seems to be the only way to have my life back,
maybe I just shouldn't work so much.

LET ME HAVE A LIFE GOD DAMNIT.
fuck.