I've been working way to much, the only good part about is that I get to see hot guys, friends visitng me, and pay-day even though we should be getting 9 dollars an hour just like the new people. It's fucking lame how they're ripping us off.
I don't know if I like Sandy or not, she talks so fucking much shit, and I want to kick her.

God, I like people too easily. I met this guy Scott, he's so sweet. I'm such a hopeless romantic, fuck. hahah. he compliments me so much. He calls me pretty, tells me that I look really good in my fur coat, that I'm cute; that we should hang out, that he wants to see me move it; that I should go partying with him and shit. He's cute. He even said that I'm down to earth, :).


I respect Chris..kris?
Even though he frustrates me sometimes till no end.
He's a good guy and he means well, he's just blunt .. that's all, haha.

I make him sound like a maniac sometimes and I regret it a lot of times cause' he's not.
He's so smart and he just has a lot to say, and as do I.
We just don't really agree with each other most of htt iem.

but yesturday.. err thursday .. for the first time it seemed like he actually cared about me, well maybe the second or third time. But it meant a lot last night because I've been so fucking emotional lately and things just havn't been going my way.

Every time at the start of the lesson he would ask me how it goes and we just talk about the past week or so and what not, and on thursday I just said "I'm tired, restless and stressed.. and I need more sleep" or something like it, and then half way through the lesson he was like "yeah, now I can tell that you are tired.. you usually have more patients" It's cute, and I appreciated it. My friends doesn't even seem to notice my lasck of energy and shit, and it's fucking ridiculous.
I'm getting really fed up with the "friends" that I have. It's fucking lame, and I hate them so much sometimes. They just don't seem to care as much as I do for them.
FUCK THEm.

I don't know, I just felt like someone cared on thursday, it felt good to know that. My "friends" ignore me a lot, and I'm fed up. I just want to fucking shit kick their asses like no fucking tomorrow, and just tell them off. but I'm afraid of losing everyone, I'm afraid of being a lone. But if I did lose everyone, I would transfer over to Spectrum. And it's fukcing lame how I have to think like this, I shouldn't have to if they were my actual friends, and cared for my fuckign ugts, shit./

But they're so fucking oblivious it's a fuckign joke.


RYAN IS ONLY 19 YEARS OLD, oh yee. ;)

Life is a fuckign bitch, some people just work harder than others just to achieve the same fucking goal.


CAMP IMADENE, so glad to be getting a way from everything.
SHIT I'm so tired of teh same thing everyday, same shit differn't story, shut the fuck up.


FUCKING HELL.
I'm just so angry at the fucking city of victoria, and everyon ein it.
well almost everyone.