it's been such a shitty past few days.

and it all started on thursday.

Jessie got dumped by his girlfriend becasue he got high. I persoanlly think that he was being really stupid. IF he knew his consequences than he shouldn't have done it. retard.

So let me give you the jist of waht's happening with that kid.

he's been having some serious problems. and he's been turning to drugs and girls to make him a happy kid. and his friedns are starting to turn on him, and is like "if you're not going to get help than we're not going to help you"

cause' they're sick of putting up with him all the time.

and so after thursday, he went and saw a professional something or other and now he's clinically insane. And he has to take anti-depressants, but he doesn't want to, and just want to sell them to people instead. But i'm like "jesse is they're going ot m,ake you better, then you NEED to take them" and he just shrug me off. MoFucker.

and he's just been a silyl boy since, obh yeah he cried at the dance, and I gave him a hug, and he just held on, poor boy. I just odn't know what to do wtih you sometime, jesse.


Second thing:
Jeff, he got hit by dan's dad who was drunk and shit.
Jeff has a broken femor, a lot of bruises, and cuts. And is still in the hospital. But he's getting better, thank god.

and dan's dad called jeff's family and was like "it wasn't my fauit it was dark, but i'm sorry that my life is going to be fucked up" nothing about being sorry about doing it, fucking ass hole. Shit I have no respect of rthat man. I never likes him anyways, I always got a weird vibe from him.

whatever.

Third:
I made the fucking mistake of jokingly saying that it was dan's dad, and turns out it was.
fuckign idiot.-_-"

fourth:
saturday,
I put in my two weeks.
Nigel yelled at me.
So Alysia told me to find all of the mismates on the shelves and just bring them back to the warehouse. And so I was doing taht, and I got like a basket full of the mismates, and I was bring it back to the warehouse, and Nigel was there. And he's like "no, you're not bringing thowse back here, it's ridiculous, just last week we found (FUCKING ASSHOLE IT WAS ME WHO FOUDN MOST OF THE MISMATES) all of the mismates, and I'm not havin all of those mismates back here, so go back out and find them."

me: well alysia told me to find them all and put them back here for her to find

nigel: "well i'm manager, and I don't want them here"

me: "fine"

then he looks and drags cot into this

ngiel :"she thinks she can bring that b asket back in here, why don't you send some people to help her"

scot: I JUST DID

nigel : "scott sent people to help you, so there's no excuse that you shouod'tn be abel to find those mismates:

me: "I DIDN"T KNOW THAT"

sio i got fed up and just walked away.. while they were saying something to me

so I went back and did what the mofducker told met o do. Find the mismates.
then he comes around looks at shoes and says

nigel : "How can you be doing that when shoes looks like this? "

me :" well you told me to do this, so that's what I'm doing ritght now. I was trying to tell you before, but you jsut kept talking about the mismates "

nigel: "well you shouldn't be working on te mismates, when shoes looks like this "

me: "wel you TOLD me to do this, and what's what I'm doing right now."

nigel: "you can't find the mismates, when shoes looks like this"

me: "you told me to do this, and that's what I'm doibng"

nigel: "well clean the shelves first and then dealw tih the mismates"

so I just wlaked away again, and try to clean up the shelves.

kristina said somethign to me, and i just started to cry becasue of all the stress that I've been dealing wtih lately.

and everyone saw tha I crying.. it wa embarassing.

So when Iw as leaving nigel didn't say shit to me. fucking asshole.

he always pulls stunts like that. He's ALWAYS picking on me for no reaons, And I work so much harder than alysia and Sandy, and I dont' know why he's always nice ot them. He always says shit like "shoes looks disasterous right now, go and clean them. "

FUCK YOU. why don't you try finding some mismates? It's not like you do anything, anyways.

I hate it when they shit like "well I'm manager, and you do as I say"


FUCK YOU, I'm a person as well.

do something fuckign work.













well.. I think that's all of the bad shit that's been happeing to me altely.



some good stuf.

-robbie hugged me
-serge pulled me away fromt eh dance, adn showed me his eyes (he had red contacts in
-i got a new job at waveside
-i gave in my two weeks.
-i went to ariels party, and drank a bit.
-met new people
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