OH MY GOD,
robby piercy touched me. *dies* hahahaha.
and richard copped a nice feel hahahah, by accident of course.
I was going in for a hug, and his watch got caught on my dress and bra, and when he tried to yank it off he yanked down my bra with it, and got a nice feel, hahaha.
I really hoped that I impressed pual jung tonight. I just feel that he some how hates me, hahah.


oh yeah, I definitely think that nick fletched hates me too.


hey, all my teachers this semesters are male. except for ms howe.
aahah.

ye yeah.


oh yeah, I always feel like I need to impress NJ all the time too. Male teachers always seem so much cooler than female teachers and I always feel the need to impress the male teachers more so than the female teachers. It's probably becasue I long for male attention, only when they don't give me the attention that I want.

I have a problem with getting close to people. Just when they start to get clingy I step back. I step back like a mo fucker. And just push people away.

I love boys, yet I hate them at the same time, haha.

I'm so glad that Robby Piercy is getting comfortable around me now. It's cute. He's so embarassed by Melissa and I. Cause' we're so obnoxious during band class. But he's obviuosly the best boy alive right now.



Winners called me three or so times tonight all within the hour between 9pm and 10pm. I was at the halloween school dance so I couldn't have picked-up.
I'm getting really anxious as to what they wanted to talk to me about.

Paul Kovach was in the store yesturday, and he questioned me. So scary. I hate being put on the spot like that, it's so lame. And fucking stupid.

werrd