aight I bougth some hari mask thing.

and I've decided I'm going to wash my hair every two-three days, casue' it needs some serious greasing up and some hardcore pampering.

it's so high-maintanence, and needs to be tamed HELLLA.

I love affectionate people. and I love honest people who I can trust and talk to without them being repulsive.



annnnd, where are my parents?!!



my life has been so uneventful ever since I've quit winners. I don't dare to say it but I must, I miss winners.




umm I think that whole DWA shit is fucking riduculous, and fucking racist. Why don't they have signs saying DWI (driver was indian) so that they would be aware that they wouldn't be able to undersatnd them ahead of time.

I want a boyfriend to call my own. But like that'll ever happen.

and I want to know how to play the cello, and trombone right now!

and learn how to play guitar better and bass.




I'm glad thatI'm geting closer to robbie, but it sucks how I always gets closer to people when they're about to leave. Maybe it's subsonscious thing. Get close to them when I don't have much of a chance to get too close to them, because I have problems with commitment and staying close to people. It's lame but it's how I am, I think.
-_-"


I wish my subconscious state of mind wasn't so lame. It's so damn pessmistic and screws me over always. I need to get away and re-wire myself.

fucking sakes.

I WNAT TO BE PERFECT. and all knowing.


I want to impress, and be motivated.