people seem to love ot hate.
I love to hate.
I love to like
I love to love.
I love to feel.

I want feelings.
I want a want.
I want a want that I get.

but nothing is a "want that I get" until I try harder, but I don't try at all. I'm passive, and I live in a crazy world where I think that the guy will come to me.

such bullshit, and I need to stop believeing that, such a waste of my emotions.
When I play mind games with myself.