course selection tomorrow
I'm scared for next year.

I want to do well, but I suck.
and I procrastinate.
and I'm constantly disappointing myself.
Mayeb if I was happier I'd see a change in all of this.



I really don't know if this is the PMS talking or if it's me, but I need new friends.
My "friends" that I have now, really.. if you look at it in a bigger picture, they arn't really friends. More like accquaintanced heading towards friendship, but can't seem to get pass it.








I want to live life. I want to succeed. I want to rub in my self dependence in peoples' face and tell them that I made it on my own.


fuck it.