anwyays..

fuckk I'm kind of getting sick of that "You have a lot of potention jessica, your'e just not using it the right way"

kind of speech, but it's cute to hera it and it's flattering.
But it just makes me feel stupid that I"m not trying to do anything with myself.


Kris REALLY thinks that I have a REALLY good voice, and says that he is jealous.

Caus'e I sang him the chorus of my song taht I wrote and it was fucking nerve-wrekcing

and he was like "I just love your voice, but something is off about it.. like it's not wquite intune"

and in my head I was like "It's because I was fuckign nverous and frekaing out"


and he adviced me to get singing lessons and fix it cause' I have a lot of potential.