HAPPY EARTH DAY.



yesturday was lisa's birthday party day.



But in the morning we had a band concert at the Little Leagues, so lisa picked me up for that because she had gotten her N.
Then we went to Tim Hortons.
afterwards she droipped me off at home
and went to work from 12-3

she told me that she would pick me up after work
which never happened, I waited for an hour an half
and called her at some point and then

she came and we drove around town
to get food from safeway
visit graham at his house to let him in on the downlow
then to commenwealth to talk to lisa's mom
then somewhere... then she droppedm e off at her house
while she go and pick up DANa


then we bussed from lisa's place and met Mike on the bus
on our way to the theatre to see Blades of Glory
Then we met everyone at the theatres, and pretty much got a whole row to ourselvces.
but john and harry ditched, fucking retards.
so stupid. but we got over that.


Then after the movie we all migrated to Mike's house because his parents are gone all week long.
It was kind of boring, and I felt so bad with lisa, because she looked SOO BORED!
fuckked.. but Dana was tehre and I didn't know how to react to Dana being there

becasue when we're at a party it's just usually Lisa and I.
So I just sat around and whatnot for a while, and occasionally get some water..
and at one point I got water.. and Dylan and Jarid was there.. and dylan turns to me and was like "Wanna smoke with us?... wanna have a sit down?"

and I was like "uhhhh suure dylan"

so we went downstairs.. and I etnered mike's room.. and was like

"woooah I've never done this before.."

And dylan just looks at me and was like
"YOU'VE NEVER SMOKED WEED BEOFRE?!" like it was the end of the world.

then I said "well I have but out of a joint once."
and he's like "WEll then I would have to teach you the ways"
then he went on and asked me how my first time was..

then him and jarid showed me the ways to smoke out of a bong.
God, it was embarassign I like ran out of breath, HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA
But whatever. It was fgood, and they mae me eat this really gross Mac and Cheese.

fuck, I was so high. hahahah

fuck.. Lisa came downstairs to look for me... and she was like

JESSIAC?! JESSICA?!

me: "lisa lisa????lisa? ""
her:" are you in the bathroom?"

me:" no lissa... I'm not in the bathroom"
her: *opens the door.. smelt the pot and slamemd the door and ran upstrais"


me: "LIIIIISA?! LIIIIIIIISA?! LIIIIIIIISa?!?!?!?!"

then I just put my head in my hands and was just like "LIIISa?! LIIIIIIISA?!"

and it went from that to.. "fuuuck... fuuuuuuuck... fuuuuuck.. fuuuuck.. fuuuck.. fuuuck"

god, I rememebr Dylan like fucking pissing his pants off laughing at me.

it was so funny.

Everything like felt like a fucking dream to me.

oh man, when I started to feel the high.. I got so scared. becasue there were some definite time relapses and I thought I coudln't remember things but I actually could though, it was weird.

And we walked home from Mike's and it was half an hour long, but I thoguth it was only like 5 minutes.. becasue of time relapes.. and I thought I was just dreaming it but then realtiy would hit.

haha, it was funny. some good times. First time ever experiecning something like that.

but I don't want to do it every time I'm at a party. I don't want to end up like dylan and kerry and them..
I like being sober as much as being high.