I just want my parents to like fucking croak sometimes, fuck.
They always wonder why I'm so fucking mad at them all the time
it's becasue thye're illogical, and unethical.

and not to mention fucking INSANE.
they ALWAYS want to control EVERYTHING, and if they can't they'll fucking flip.
Or they deny me the enjoyment of it.

It's illogical and unethical, but its their rules.
IT's fuckign stupid.

I defintiely can't wait until I have my N so I can just sleep at whoever's house whever I want.
or just get the hell out of this fucking insane asylum.


they're just so closeminded






but FUCK it. I'm not spending the night at my house tomorrow, whether they like it or not.
I don't want to be here all the time.


It's liek they think that MY GUY friends would ACTUALLY take advantage of me like that. It's fucking ridiculous that THAT would even cross their minds.
I don't know what kind of friend THEY had as kids but mine don't od that. Becasue there's going to be other people we know there and they'll do something about it if one would take advantage of me.


it's like they think I have no control of my body, and that I'll just let them do it.

FUCK...
it just makes me so mad and makes me just have this FUCKING ENORMOUS grudge against them.
not even them just him.




fuck.