I wished that I had the re-assurance that he liked me.
I don't think he does.
But lisa is insisting that he does.
and it's throwing me off.

I think he doesn't like me because he isn't making any efforts really.
He's probably not even going to go to Lisa's party becasue he wants to get a shift.
And to me, that is not what someone does when he/she likes someone and knows that the other is going to be there.


fuck.
I think I shouold grab him and put him in a head lock and set him striaght,ahaha.

that'll go over well.




ps. Mr Lewis hates me.