god, I'm such a loser.

all I can think about is him. It's stupid.


fuck, I'm not ending this year very well.
Really weak.
I've resorted to cheating in socials, I'm just sick of trying to remember all this facts. It's all Canadian history, I don't know.. whatever.

Physics, it's all just downhill for me.

I'm actually considering dropping it. I am not doing physics 12.
And I've decided that I'm going to get into commerce (business) so I don't need all taht physics or sciences. But I think I want to give chem 12 a try.
But whatever, I'll talk to a counscellor and find out what I should do.



I just don't have any focus left in me. Maybe I'll take advantage of this weekend?


I hope lisa and I will do eng 12 during the summer.

it's all just one big cram session now. And I hate it. It's times like these makes me want to drop out of school. I'm pretty sure I've said that before, but it's true.


And you know what? its all my fault though. It could easily be avoided if I just had a little bit more focus.


I actually think that I have a learning disability.

I know I have dysphasia, and a bit of add?, and some kind of focus disorder (so add).





shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.




I want to do well, but I should have done all of this in the beginning of the year.

ANd right now my life is full of binge eating, and fuckign gross.


I want to join curves but everytime I bring it up, my mom wants me to go to Commonwealth pool, but fuck that.


shit.