my life is SUCH a drama. It's like "A Million Little Pieces" or "Go Ask Alice" all over again, but with the the drug addiction.




WHY DO I GET SO OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE ABOUT GUYS THAT I LIKE SO DAMN MUCH?

It's actualyl kind of scary, but shiiiiiiiiiit. HAHAHAHAHAH.


I just want someone to take my seat in Socials, or Mr Lewis decides to make a setaing arrangement, just so I can spend some time with him.
Just long enough that something will happen.

I feel like I have enough confidence to ask him out, but just not around/near other people. No where that could be seen if I get rejected.