I love sitting at my laptop and download a bunch of music.

Though it's probably not good for my laptop, but that's okay.. it's worth it I guess, haha.
:)




I wish I could spend more alone time with you-know-who.
I'm glad things are working out with Lisa and Mike, kind of. hahah. Well at least better than with "Sean".

I'm eating like a fucking african child that JUST got imported here from Africa. It's fucking ridiculous, and disgusting.

And my sleeping patterns have been way off.


I've been waking up in the middle of the night and it's just not that pleasant.

and I've been really depressed and just tired all the time, and I don't know why.
It's weird. and I've been realyl angry.


I've been taking naps, and have been just REALLY tired in general.
I dont' know why, and I would like it to stop.



And also the sun is making a lot more tired than usual.


I CAN GET MY N IN LESS THAN A MONTh! FUKC YEA.


oh and Mine and Ali's physic tutor WHOMPED. He showed up 15minutes late, all sweaty from biking int he sun, and didn't have a calculator or paper.


so he definitely wasn't worth the money we were paying him. I know I sound liek a fucking brat but my impression of people are based on first impressions, pretty much.

GOD, I JUST WANT TO GRAB THAT KID AND JUST TELL HIM. but that'll be fucking tramatizing, cause' I can't even imagine what he'll do if I did something like tha.t

like I don't even think it's TAHT obvious that I like him, but maybe he thinks i DO?! GOD.

WHY CAN'T I JUST NOT WORRY ABOUT SOEMTHNG FOR ONCE.
Why can't I just take my own advice that I give to people.
-_-"