I am, no doubt, content with life.
though.. I'm starting to freak out about english 12 a bit more now.-_-"
I'm just not doing that great.
but I am at 84% and I'm pretty happy with it
I just dont want to be there when it comes around provincial time because I'm going to suck at the prov and will lower my mark. -_-"
but wahtevs. It's going to happen the way it's going to happen. I can always re-do it? I guess during the school year.
But that would be silly, i gues.?
michael got a job at the new restarant at uncle willies.
well philip got him the job.
my cousin and uncle are here from HK.
Her and I are not really clicking, as in we're not really doing anything.
I feel like I bore her.
And that she's just really bored here.
She's sleeping in my room, while I sleep on the floor in michael's room. on a mattress of course.
It makes things difficult becasue I need to get in to my room most of the time, but she's in it. And I've been wearing the same clothes for the last....... week or so? Well.. i've been wearing a couple outfits but switching back and forth, and mix and mathcing them up.
but it's kind of gross.
-_-"
and plus, all my make-up stuff is there, and my perfume, my deodarant, and I'm just stocking up a big pile of my stuff in miochael's room, which he probably doesn't appreicate. -_-"
hopefully, things will get better within the month, and/or week.
she has asked me to teach her how to put on make-up.. which I would love to do, but I just don't know how to intiate it, ya know?!
golllly.
Tomorrow is the fourth classroom session for eng 12, I'm starting to dread it all. but it's going to be worth it. I just wish it was faster pased. I'm just getting bored with it all. -_-" It's too prolonged for me.
lisa is coming over afterwards and we're playing some mad guitar hero, :) And she wants to meet Naomi, so hopefully naomi will be comfortable, but I doubt she will. She can't understand englihs that well.
but wahtevesssssssssss. I'll try to make it work.
And on friday, Lisa and I are going to the Victoria Event Centre, and checking out a mad sale. SHOPPPING SPREE? hahah, nahh.. I dobut there will be clothes there that will fit me properly. oooh maybe I'll bring naomi with me as well.
: )
yuppp, I'm pretty bored. ALWAYS lately. BUt it's all gooood.
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
I've been really motivated to sing a lot more with the guitar, and want to write.
But it seems like every time that I take like 5 minutes off from Summer School stuff to play the gitbox, I get this guilt trip like I NEED to be doing some work, or else I'd get behind, and it's fucking blowing my brains out.
ALSO, I can't write. I really want to, but everything I write down sounds like shit. seriously.-__-"
it's devasting, really. :(
also, I've been pretty inspired to draw as well, but AGAIN I get this guilt trip of the millenium. F THIS.
FUCK IT, I drew like a maddd mudder.
AND I think I've definitely improved on my shading skillls.
Thank God for pencils, charcoal and myyy fingers for smudging. :)
And thank God for the people on Nexopia, who would I draw without them? HAHAH.
It's creepy but HEY, they put their pictures on there for people to see/ use?, HAHA. it's all good. And I'm pretty proud of them. Except for one, she looks like an alien, but whatevsssss.
But it seems like every time that I take like 5 minutes off from Summer School stuff to play the gitbox, I get this guilt trip like I NEED to be doing some work, or else I'd get behind, and it's fucking blowing my brains out.
ALSO, I can't write. I really want to, but everything I write down sounds like shit. seriously.-__-"
it's devasting, really. :(
also, I've been pretty inspired to draw as well, but AGAIN I get this guilt trip of the millenium. F THIS.
FUCK IT, I drew like a maddd mudder.
AND I think I've definitely improved on my shading skillls.
Thank God for pencils, charcoal and myyy fingers for smudging. :)
And thank God for the people on Nexopia, who would I draw without them? HAHAH.
It's creepy but HEY, they put their pictures on there for people to see/ use?, HAHA. it's all good. And I'm pretty proud of them. Except for one, she looks like an alien, but whatevsssss.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
so last week joce, phoebe, daniel, simon and I went to Saltspring for our camping trip.
It was so much fun, though I really wish we had stayed longer!
But that would have screwed me over with English 12, so much.
It's a dillemmma, hahah.
But yeah we stayeed for two nights and three days.
Last monday,
I packed for like two hours with the help of my parents, tyring to find everything.
Then my parents took me out to dairy queen, and they told me about their experiences in the car that I"m driving..
And how they camped out in that car when they were younger.
That night I had to quickly do my english 12 assignment, and print it off for my mom to bring in to SIDES for me becasue I had procrastinated..-_-"
The next day, my mom worke me up at like 7 to tell me that I was missing something.. and then I woke up at 8.. and/or 9?
To shower, eat, do some last minute packing, and head out to pick joce up.
My car was almost fully packed with my stuff already in the hatch. But joec's stuff pretty much filled up the rest of the space in the hatch.
So then we went to phoebe's house at 11am to meet up with the rest of the crew to put teir stuff in my carr.
Afterwards they bussed and JOce and I drove up tot the ferries.
So Joce and I got there an hour early.
We talked and drank smoothies while we watied for the feryr.
On the ferry we found them.
After the ferry ride, phoebe rode with me, and they walked to meet up with us near by for them to get a ride with me to the camp site.
The car was pretty packed with their stuff, so we had to take out all the stuff in the seats..
they would get in, and then phoebe and I would hand them the stuff and they would have to carry it on their laps or wahtever..
ahaha and at this point I took off my N.
:)
The car was no doubt REALLY PACKED. I don't think I have ever seen it that packed before, haha.
And in the front phoebe had to carry my guitar and her back pack, and some other stuff, it was pretty wild, haha.
So there's one main road on Saltspring, and we followed that for a while to find our campsite..
but I just kept driving and driving, and there still wasn't our campsite.. so I just kept going until the end, and VOILA there's the campsite. :)
werrrrrrrrrrrrrrrd.
So we walked around for a bit to find a good one.
The one we chose was in the shade and it was indeed a good one.
When we unpakced and pitched our tents.
We noticed something... the tent Dan gave Pheobe, Joce and I to sleep in was a HELL of a lot bigger than the one I gave him and Simon to sleep in. It was pretty funny, and I felt bad.. ahha.
Dan's tent could fit everyone in it.
After we set up everything I drove everyone to the "city" to buy some food..
it was around an half hour drive?
the place where we were and the city are on opposite ends of the island.
(ps this was my first time going to saltspring)
It was a nice drive though. :)
And thank God it's only one road I had to take. :P
THat night we made fire, and roasted some marshmellows.
Then we all sat in the "girls" tent and did a circle story where everyone just said one word and it would make a story, it was suppose to be a scary story, definitely didn't happen AT ALL
but that's okay. :)
Second night, da boiiz slept in our tent, it was a camping sleep over, you could say, haha.
That trip was hella tight, haha.
And it made me feel a lot more attached to dem peepz.
At first I was kind of hesitant about it becasue usually I can't stand Daniel for very long, we tend to disagree and/or I just have this grudge against him..
but now I just realize it was so stupid, and I'm glad I've gotten over that stupid thing.
And our friendship isn't on a strain..
Though I wish I knew that Simon doesn't hate me, and/or thinks I'm annoying.
Cause' I just get this feeling that he's annoyed with me some times..
But then other times I don't feel like that with him.
I don't know.
It's complicated. ?
It was so much fun, though I really wish we had stayed longer!
But that would have screwed me over with English 12, so much.
It's a dillemmma, hahah.
But yeah we stayeed for two nights and three days.
Last monday,
I packed for like two hours with the help of my parents, tyring to find everything.
Then my parents took me out to dairy queen, and they told me about their experiences in the car that I"m driving..
And how they camped out in that car when they were younger.
That night I had to quickly do my english 12 assignment, and print it off for my mom to bring in to SIDES for me becasue I had procrastinated..-_-"
The next day, my mom worke me up at like 7 to tell me that I was missing something.. and then I woke up at 8.. and/or 9?
To shower, eat, do some last minute packing, and head out to pick joce up.
My car was almost fully packed with my stuff already in the hatch. But joec's stuff pretty much filled up the rest of the space in the hatch.
So then we went to phoebe's house at 11am to meet up with the rest of the crew to put teir stuff in my carr.
Afterwards they bussed and JOce and I drove up tot the ferries.
So Joce and I got there an hour early.
We talked and drank smoothies while we watied for the feryr.
On the ferry we found them.
After the ferry ride, phoebe rode with me, and they walked to meet up with us near by for them to get a ride with me to the camp site.
The car was pretty packed with their stuff, so we had to take out all the stuff in the seats..
they would get in, and then phoebe and I would hand them the stuff and they would have to carry it on their laps or wahtever..
ahaha and at this point I took off my N.
:)
The car was no doubt REALLY PACKED. I don't think I have ever seen it that packed before, haha.
And in the front phoebe had to carry my guitar and her back pack, and some other stuff, it was pretty wild, haha.
So there's one main road on Saltspring, and we followed that for a while to find our campsite..
but I just kept driving and driving, and there still wasn't our campsite.. so I just kept going until the end, and VOILA there's the campsite. :)
werrrrrrrrrrrrrrrd.
So we walked around for a bit to find a good one.
The one we chose was in the shade and it was indeed a good one.
When we unpakced and pitched our tents.
We noticed something... the tent Dan gave Pheobe, Joce and I to sleep in was a HELL of a lot bigger than the one I gave him and Simon to sleep in. It was pretty funny, and I felt bad.. ahha.
Dan's tent could fit everyone in it.
After we set up everything I drove everyone to the "city" to buy some food..
it was around an half hour drive?
the place where we were and the city are on opposite ends of the island.
(ps this was my first time going to saltspring)
It was a nice drive though. :)
And thank God it's only one road I had to take. :P
THat night we made fire, and roasted some marshmellows.
Then we all sat in the "girls" tent and did a circle story where everyone just said one word and it would make a story, it was suppose to be a scary story, definitely didn't happen AT ALL
but that's okay. :)
Second night, da boiiz slept in our tent, it was a camping sleep over, you could say, haha.
That trip was hella tight, haha.
And it made me feel a lot more attached to dem peepz.
At first I was kind of hesitant about it becasue usually I can't stand Daniel for very long, we tend to disagree and/or I just have this grudge against him..
but now I just realize it was so stupid, and I'm glad I've gotten over that stupid thing.
And our friendship isn't on a strain..
Though I wish I knew that Simon doesn't hate me, and/or thinks I'm annoying.
Cause' I just get this feeling that he's annoyed with me some times..
But then other times I don't feel like that with him.
I don't know.
It's complicated. ?
you're my comfort uncertainty.
Though, I wish I had meanings for one.
And only one
but this is only general, as if it were meant for someone,
and only one.
I keep seeing flashes of your familiar face, but I cannot recognize.
Stay put and maybe I'll find you. Like I've found my long awaited childhood.
Sing those lines to me once again,
and I'll pronounce love as if I never knew.
Hold my arms, and stand close.
So close that I can feel what you're thinking.
Tuesday morning non-sense fills gracious airs
with delicate romance.
If only this was meant for one,
And only one.
But this is only general, as if it were meant for someone,
And only one.
Taste my uncertainty,
Like bitter-sweet moments on calm autum days.
Liquidfied salt droplet stream out my glands,
if this moment were meant for woman
to denounce their power to their martial partners.
catch my grace, or catch my drift
I just wanna be beside you.
Decipher your meaning to me,
but with pre-cautions.
Cautions that holler VIRGIN, unsure.
Only is this were meant for one,
And only one.
But this is generalized, as if it were meant for someone,
And only one.
Though, I wish I had meanings for one.
And only one
but this is only general, as if it were meant for someone,
and only one.
I keep seeing flashes of your familiar face, but I cannot recognize.
Stay put and maybe I'll find you. Like I've found my long awaited childhood.
Sing those lines to me once again,
and I'll pronounce love as if I never knew.
Hold my arms, and stand close.
So close that I can feel what you're thinking.
Tuesday morning non-sense fills gracious airs
with delicate romance.
If only this was meant for one,
And only one.
But this is only general, as if it were meant for someone,
And only one.
Taste my uncertainty,
Like bitter-sweet moments on calm autum days.
Liquidfied salt droplet stream out my glands,
if this moment were meant for woman
to denounce their power to their martial partners.
catch my grace, or catch my drift
I just wanna be beside you.
Decipher your meaning to me,
but with pre-cautions.
Cautions that holler VIRGIN, unsure.
Only is this were meant for one,
And only one.
But this is generalized, as if it were meant for someone,
And only one.
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