I wish I could just write like I use to for english


now, I rely on the free essays I find on the internet that gets me no where when it comes down for a test.


I fucking suck
I just have no motivation.

I don't give a fuck until I think about things like university and whether they would accept me or not.

I think they wont because I'm sucking at this english course BADLY.
-_-"


I just want to do well, and end up with at least a B in the course.
But it doesn't even look taht way rigth now.