oh god,
guess what?!

I'm back at Winners. But Marlo hasn't called me to tell me my schedule yet, and I totally fucked myself over.

I told them that I could work pretty much everyday except for Thursdays.

Which is stupid of me. So on my first day I'm just going to talk to Brenda and be like "My mom told me that I shouldn't be working that much adn if I could only work 3 or 4 days a week"

and I'll tell her about church.

fuck, I'm stupid.
I only want to work on Tuesdays, Wednedays, and SAturdays, and SUnday afternoon like at 2:00pm.

I don't know, maybe for the first two weeks, I'll stick it out. But I REALLY don't want to work on tuesday becasue that's when Joce gets back and yeah, I just wnat to hang out with Friends on that day.

but whatever, I don't even get the car on that day.

I'm pretty stoked about get my own locker.

So fuck, I told two people that I would get my locker near them.

I told Lisa and Phoebe.

But fuck, Phoebe wants it upstairs and Lisa wants it probably in the "GR. 12" hallway.

But apparently we're suppose to get lockers by our Block B class, well.. one of my block B is Band and there's no lockers near that, and the other block B is a spare, soo... I don't get a locker?!

I don't get it, but we'll find out on Tuesday.

Oh God, I'm getting sick.. isn't that like fucking ridiculous?! It's summer.. WHO GETS SICK DURING THE SUMMEr?! I think it's becasue of all the stress an dcrying that I was doing early on in the week.

but now things are okay.. I guess.

Except that I've been really in the mood to loose weight, and just wnat ot go to the gym, and go on runs.. but I think it'll be pretty pathetic if I did because I can't do it for very long.

I want to go to aerobic drop-in sessions at Commonwealth, because we got some free admission things so I think I'll go with my mom or something.

And as for the gym, I think once aerobics starts up I'll think about it, or maybe I'll try yoga, everyone seems to be in it lately. I don't know. We'll see.


But yeah, defintieyl lose some inches, I want to lose at least one or two pant sizes.

also, I've been thinking about going on some kind of detox, like not eating for 5 days and drink some kind of drink like on LA Ink.

I think it'll help with losing weight, and I don't want to be eating that much anyways, and it's just the beginning of school so there's not much to be thinking of..? I don't know..

or maybe I'll just have soup for a couple of days, or only eat cereal for breakfast, soup for lunch, and a bit for dinner? I don't know...

what sucks the most is that if I don't eat, and my sugar level is down, I'm fucking grumpy as hell. Or I'm just really tired.

-_-"

whatever, I hope I'll lose some kind of weight by grad. Or at least tone my body.

:)