so apparently, a lot of people's weekend were horrible.

Jake and Kailie went through hell, she was pregnant, and she just had an abortion.
and brandy's grandmother had just died.


I just wished that I hadn't got into a car accident.

I cried at school again today. I was fine, until Phoebe was like "I talked to my mom about it and she said that you should just keep driving or else if you're apart from it you'll just get even more scared"

and it's so true, because I"m freaking out about driving still.

I definitely can't drive after what had happened.

fuck, I just want to be comforted in a way that I need to be comforted. I need to be told what had happened, and just cry in someone's arms... aka gerry's? hahaha... fuck.


I'm such a loser, but it's so true I need comfort from a guy. and not my dad, cause' that's just freaky.


I just want to be swept away, I just want something to go my way for once. I just want someone who cares about me, even though my friends do, but it would never be the same as a boyfriend.

gerry, is such a man? hahah I don'tknow.. I'm just such a little girl. fuck.