so, I was uhh fucking right about him and Tiff gurll.
they went on a fucking date on friday night.


fuck.

I don't know. I hope he doesn't like her too much. I feel like she's going to break his heart.

but I don't know.


I just want to be alone with him for a long time.


I just need ot pass the fuck out right now. I'm so burnt out.




fuck, I just want to be around him at least. But he does have an ego issue, and/or self-esteem issue.

I don't know. I wish I could get guys, but I don' tknow.,

-_-"


why do I like guys so much, fuck?!

seriously, nothing but heartbreaks with me.


Fuck last night's band fashion show went SOOO well, I felt so pretty, fuck.


Lisa was so freaking gorgeous in her Mcee dress.


I'm so gladt that we has Mcee'd that show. It was SOOO SOSOSO much fun!

and being in it was so good as well, I ended up loving my dress, it was as if it was my first time seeing the dress. I totally did not remember that it looked like that. Freaky,eh?


I hung out with Michelle after work. Her and I walked to her house. Then ate some pho, and blazed. I was so ripped, then we came here, and munched the fuck out.


I just want to blazzzzzzzze.
that;s like the good part about not having a car, and not driving is that, I can blaze th fuck out and not have to worry about dirivng home, or driving anyone anywhere!

scores for me.

hella scores.

It feels so good. :)

I have missed sweet sweet mary jane, but it just feels weird when I do it now. It's like I don't want to, but feel that I should just do it,
and that shouldn't be the feeling that I get when I'm blazing, it's weird.


I want to smoke with Gerry.

and Renee, but at different times..


OH GOD, wouldn't it be fucked if there was one big Winners SESS, HAHAHAHA!


how funny would that be?! ?!?!

fuck, frickin hilariuos.

I just wnat to barf up all that munchies I had with Michelle tonight. fuck..;\

at least I got to talk to him?

I don't know. Fuck, I'm jealous .
I'm so jealous, I wish I can be baked around him, but he's a fucking coordinator now, so I don' tknow.


I don't even know if I should be talking about how I cann in sick but really am not sick...


sketch hey?

I don't know, like I would think that he has my back, becasue I've always been nice to him, but I don't know..

DTA, eh?

I don't know

God, Michelle and I hung out for so long, and fucking just talked, it felt so nice to have someone be able to come over to my house whenever I wanted them to.

it feels so good to have such a good friend, and she has money so we can go out for dinner, or go shopping and it just doesn't make me feel like such an outcast anymrore, becase I feel so spoiled or so fucking rich or something.

My friends needs to stop doing chores for some fuicking funding, but actually get a job, or stop spending so much of it on shit all.


fuck.

I'm sick of lending people moneyt that they're going forget about, becasue I hate asking for my money back, even though they would probably appreciate it if I remind them time to time, but yeahm, I hate being a fucking nag.


I just want to blaze some more, and just not sleep, or just go to work pretty baked.

HAh...
I'm so bad now, fuck I fear that I'm going to be blazing SO much now that I don't have my car.



Michelle and I are already planning on smoking with Eric, at his house.
and with Renee gurl.
so bad, eh?

I don' tknow.. I hope Renee wont mind if I bring Michelle with me, because I hate bussing by myself.
and/or I'm afraid that I'm going to miss my bus stop, I"m goign to flail hardcore. Fo realz.



\
god, lthe fashion show went SO well,
and I like fucking spoke in front of 600 people. CRAZY eh?

that's so good, and I'm so proud of myself.

I felt so pretty, you have no idea.

I'm so glad that my dress fit me so well.

and now, I just need to look for a grad dress, I don't even know what to do, or where to go. Hopefully I can find something pretty cheap, olike I always do.
I'm so cheap, but I"m okay with that. :)



anyways, hopefully I'm blazing tomorrow.



fuck, now that I don't have my car, I can call up Jake after work and ask if he wants to blaze.

and/or call up Dylan, and ask him to blaze me.

it'll be tight.


I just want some fucking free weed,

I pay ten dollars for some good shit, but it wasn't much.

it wasn't much at all.


but I packed that bowl, i packed it up.

I just want o get blasted.

fuck, I need to pass out .

and lose some ficking weight

fcicking?



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