feels good,
wis i had more though

i wish I had one special talent
cutting hair, just doesn't seem to cut it (no pun intended)

I wish I was chilling at someone's house right now

I wish I had a boyfriend to snuggleup with
i need to cuddle
and i need to get my mine off food

i feel the need to throw up everythng i eat, even though i never actually follow through with it.

i wish i hgad my own home gym
or gym like equipments, like a treadmill, step thiang, weights, and such.

i want to try the rolling pin thing that cvhristina was talking about.

i just need a rolling pin.

i want to go on a drive.
and just cruise around and just chill an talk.


aftert work. i went to michelle's to deliever her her posterboard that is her project.

so i got there and rang the doorbell, and her dad answers
and he sketches me ou, like he seems to be really strict

but today was the nicest he has ever been./

he opens the door and was like "come in come in" and then he was like be careful when i like barely knew howto take off my sheos, haha. \

and then there were toy guns on the stairs and a sword against the walls, "don't worrty those are only toys they're not realy", was what he said
it was frickin' hilarious.

so i ened up staying there for an hour and half.

damnm i wish i had some ice cream

we ended up talking about some stuff
and then we went kind ofdeep
and it was so good

lik i ahd told her stuff taht IO had never EVER told anyone about before.


klike the reason i hate my dad.

i wanna go tanning. i miss the sun.

\i really wanna tan my legs. like harrrrrrrrd core.


i wanna make em' look sexyyyyyy.
\hah.

fuck, i wanna get laid. fuck


fuck, i just wnat o sit doewn with aguy and be like, whjy don't gjuys like me, what can i change about me


but i dokn want the answer to be caus'e i'm fat.

that'll definitely break my hearrt.

wow i really can't type right now.

fuck/
hahah
or use th enter buttonm
fuck
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oh my god, \
i'm kind of fucked
i'nm getting sick of the slash button that keeps happening whern i press the enter button
hah
\
frick
i wisht that i could publish a book, and
make ti a best seller\
rick


ik want pudding \

i wisht aht michelle wasnh't moving away
i wish that every time it seems like something positive is about to change andf i' coming close to being happy,
\
someone out there takes it away
fuck


i have bad luck.