so, i never ended up cutting kerry's hair, because I think that he forgot?

it' like those guys just take me for granted. it's like they just think that I'm a fucking rock, and have no fucking emotions.

its like they just treat me like a sister, and just fucking use me.

it doesn't phase them at all.

it's like they don't realize that I"m a girl, and I do gtet upset over the smallest things...

it's like seriuosly... fuck them.


fuck them.


and fuck me for alwasy trying to be so fucking nice.


I need to have a fucking back bone, and stop trying to kiss fucking ass.



i need to learn that it's oaky to say no
and it's okay to be hated.


i just don't have the self esteem to be hated, that's the only thing stopping me from being the biggest fucking bitch.


fuuuuuuuck shit.