I don't know why i just cn't open p to people.
i guess it's becasue it makes me feel vulnerable.
i think it's becasue there's something in the back of my head knowing that who ever I'm going to open up to, will leave me so tehre's no point.

ooor i just dont' want ot be vulnerable.
don't wat them having the upper hand on me
that, and I don't like cyring in front of people.
but honestly, I'm the epitome of a girl when it comes to emotions.

even though io try to act tough.
i'm not though.
i'm so weak.
i'm such a pussy.