anyways.

DANIEL CHUDYK was so drunk!
annnnnnd it basically made my life!


also! jeff koster and maggie made out! annnnnd that's like th efucking cutest thing that I have everrrr heard of!
fuck .
she is actually so emabarassed about it.
annd it makes me sad, cause' I know that I can't bring it up without having to make her really embarassed.





side note... when richard and I were cuddling on the couch I was so close to his cheek annnd I was so close in just making out with him.. and same goes with the beach moment.


I'm meeting up with Ryan Watt omorrow with Michelle tht's going to be awks. if he tries to pull anything I'm just going to e like "I have a boyfriend" ... yeah.

hahahaha.

frick. I just want people to ask him if he likes me, and just tell me if he does.. so I can just knw.
I just need to know things before I make a move or whatever.
frick.

friciiiick. I just want to be THAT happy again. I just want to be that sickly gross and mushy and wahtever.. like that moment was the happiest I have ever been in ever.



yeah.


anyways... I blazed with Blake at Bry's, and we eneded up trying to hot box her bathroom.

annnd i'v developed a lower tolerance for it, and got realluy baked off of only one bowl, haha.

annnd I drank one bottle of Mudslide liek it was a little bottle, and I was tipsy annd i made me comfortable infront of people the kind of druink feeling.
:)


I don'tk now.. that night was just fuckign perfect. minus him asking me out.
but on a platonic.. i like him kind of way.. yeah it was good.


frick. i frickin love hayley ambson she is so freaing adorable!
hahaha.