but I don't nkow.. I feel prett strongly about this one.. and I don't want to let it go.
and there's only 8 more days of school, and so there's really nothing to lose.
annnd he's going to camosun next year, so I know that he's not leaving next year. and obviuosly I'm not going to be picking up any guys this summer,even if I do go away.

so yeah.

mayeb I'll just go for it if he doesn't within a week? or so? I dont' know.

Lauren and Jes were being like "Yeah Jess.., you and your points at Richard", when he was in the fuckig room and fuckig in on the conversation.. when they were talkjing about people hooking up.

fricl.

I also just burnt my neck witha curling iron on monday and it looks like a tiny hickey, what a bad timing for a fucking burn on the neck. obviuosly i didn't do it on purpose, who fucking burns themselves on the neck with a fricking curling iron on purpose?

seriuosly.

FRICK... i just wnt to cuddle with Richard right now.
I wisht that we are going out.
I wish that he would jus ask me out.
I don't want to be the one making all the moves, but maybe he's just not good with that kind of stufF?
orrr maybe he just thinks that I only did hat stuff caus'e I was baked, but I don't know.

we were really flirty flirty with each other and I pretty much almost fell asleep on his shoulder at the beach.

I was awake for 25 hours that day.