i've gotten so pathetic that I don't even know what to write.

i just feel like binging lately.
for some reason i just want to eat all the time. it's weird. it's like i get really full but then 10 minutes later i want to eat.

it's just wild.

so maery and devon got me wanting tojump on the bandwagon for the DivaCup. It's a rubber cup that can hold an ounce of liquid. And you jus stick it up you and it'll hold your blood. Just clean it out every 12 hours, and you could take it out and check it.. and i think i likethe sounds of that better then having to think " i should probably cange my pad now... " but then don't and then have bad feelings in my tummy afterwards. so i don' tknow. joce and i might get one, but we'll see.


i'm hanging out with Kyle Garvey tomorrow, and maybe with joce and such as well. I love kyle, even though he can be quit ethe ass.. but now i can take it. before it just made me hate him. But i don' tknow sometimes I just want to punch him in the face.

I REALLY want to see Sisterhood of the Travelling Pants 2.


For some reason i've been in such a crying mood lately, or a I want to write shit mood. But i can't write. I'm too abstract.


i'm so nervous about school. I have such a love-hate feeling about it. I'm scared as fuck about how hard i'm going to have to work for it. But it's so beneicial to what I want to do in the future, and i'm going to need to do this sooner or later so I might as well just get it over with. I hate reading, and I hate studying my ass off. I just hate working hard--- school-wise. I don't mind physical labour, but mind labour is just exhausting. I'm hoping that a couple of my classes will be easy.

friiiiiiiiick.