to joe witkowskyj:

I fucking hate you. I don't think that we could be friends again, ever. We're nothing more than just acquaintences now, and frankly, I'm quite okay with that. I can't stand how self centered you are, and the fact that you're so cocky that you think you can read people but in all honesty you suck at it, and you just look arrogant. You're played out like a movie. You act like as if life should be treated like a movie. You're so fake. Do you even have real friends? If not, i could care less. Cause' I'm sick of being treated like crap. You're definitely lower than dylan on my list of friends, which is kind of sad if you think about it. I can't stand the person that you have become.

I can't beieve that you fucking used me, and still stand to call yourself my friend. You may think that I'm JUST going through a phase right now, but I don't want anything to do with you or people like you in my life, ever again. You're fucking filth, and I hate you. No matter how much you apologize (if you do, probably not) I can't accept it for reals. If I ever decide to forgive, which would take a hell of a long time to, I won't forget.. and that would dent our "friendship". I really needed to get this out, for closure. But perhaps for the finale I would need to say this to your face, and I feel as though I need to say it to your face to satisfy my need.

How dare you act like you know, but really you fucking don't! How dare you treat me like shit when I was a fucking pushover, no fucking morals? Words actually just can't describe how I feel. I feel like kicking the shit out of you. Verbally and physically. I'm glad that I don't drink, or else if I did it around you I would start a fight. You're fucking dirt, and I can't believe that I just let you use me.

I just have so much hate inside of me. I can't.. i just can't be friends with you. I don't want anything to do with you. This may be too harsh, but I don't think this even comes close enough to what I'm feeling, justice.

I can't talk to you right now, and probably not for a long time. I can't even take what you say seriously- like "let's hang out".. and shit.


fuck you, and good-bye.
jessica