i just want guy's attention right now, it's kind of pathetic, but it's how i want things right now.
I want to buy more girlie clothes, I want to start dressing nice. I want to be noticed, I'm done with being so self conscious.

i'm done with having low self esteem. I want to be confident.

I want to look good. I want to start working out. i want to loose weight. I want to be more active.

but i just feel like I have no time or enegery.

i feel like i just have a pretty face adn that's all that i have going for me in a first impression situation.

i'm kind of socially awkward. I'm a bit contrived when it comes to small talk. I never know what to say.

but wahtever I need to change my ways.