i am a type of girl who has big dreams, and talks big. but really am a pansy.

'm a hypocrite. i talk shit about everyone, and anyone. I'm a sell out. I'm pretty. I have a good medium level of self-esteem, but sometimes it's rather low.

i'm pretty innocent in comparison to some, but also am not in comparison to many others.

i'm pathetic when it comes to dating guys. I've never, and that's what so pathetic about it. I'm better at being their friend, then their object of attraction.

i hate the way my body looks. bu there are parts of it that I do like. i like how I'm pretty much equally porportioned.

I love my hair, and my face, and hence why those two are the most focused on by me.

currently, i craze attention from guy's. it's probably because I've never had that kind of attention on me before, it's always been on my best friends.

recently, i've undergo a chage. I have become a bit mre outspoken about a bit of everything. and the school counsellor has diagnosed me with a mild case of manic depression. In theory i have almost become the person hat I have wanted to be.

I'm more confident, i'm more of who i am and want to be. I stnad up for myself, i have a backbone. but i have becomemore bitter, and more angry. I'm more unhappy, when in theoryi should be more happy.

i'm not as socially awkward anymore, but i dont' really know how to make small talk.