to you know who:

I don't know what I think about you. Sometimes I just want to pounce on you, and sometimes i just want to be friends. I guess what I'm saying is that I just want you to be a stepping stone for me, i guess. I know it sounds liek I'm using you, and perhaps that may be the case, but really there's something about you that keeps drawing me in. I feel like you have a second agenda; I can't read you, at all.

You are unlike ANYONE I have EVER met in my life. Which makes me want you so much more; which I'm finding some comfort in; which is making me so intimidated, cause' it freaks me out that I may have to act like myself for once, and that me is boring.

I'm happy that you're calling me and wanting to hang out with me, but am i just a friend to you? What are we? I know it shouldn't be "labeled" butt I want to know my boundaries, I know that there are probably none with you.. but for me there are, I think. I find comfort in knowing that you could be calling that karley chick, but yet you call me to hang out, or whatever. I find comfort that if I wanted to fuck you, I could.. but I don't really want to slash I'm just not ready for that, slash I'm jsut REALL self consciuos.

You are sooooo far beyond me, and I neverrr know what to say to you. Which makes me feel put back a bit. But I love hearing your stories, i love hearing waht you have to say. I just wish I had an appropriate response for you, instead of just.."oh yeah?" or "oh really?" or "sweeeet" likefuccccck, hah.

I feel as though I bore you half the time, cause' I don't have anything smart to say. But that's only because I need time to think first, then give a response.. or have you express waht you feel first then come up with my own opinions.. or I'm just shy to say what I want.

I'm not like you, but you are opening me up, you are making me think more. But in contrast, I have not felt THIS self-conscious in a long time. I have not felt this "step back" in a lonnnnng time. It's like digression.

you are wild to say the least.

I feel like I would be comfortable sleeping beside you, and yet have a platonic relationship with you, and same goes with living with you.

Though, everytime I see you I just get this urge to go and make out with you, aha. but not until I look better.

I hope to find a guy like you someday, but someone that wont make me feel so belittled sometimes, or so shy, or so scared of saying waht I want, or being who i m.

I feel so stupid around you sometimes. Also, i fel as though you'e not interested in hearing waht I have to say, unless it's about guys, or sex or something that just appeals to you.