happy birthday mommy.

sooooooooo i've moved to rogers pass, AKA the middle of nowhere. i've been here for about 3 weeks now.

i miss my mom. I'm so sad right now. it's her birthday and she can't even enjoy it cause' i'm gone. it breaks my heart that i'm breaking her heart. she took a month off work cause' she can't sleep at night, cause' she's so worried about me.

she started to cry when i was talking to her. I just feel like i left her with a pile of mess. i got arrested, she foudn out i blaze, that i smoke, got my car impounded, and now i'm about to lose my license. all within a span of 2 months.

i told her not to worry. and that i'm just growing up.





the other day back in victoria, i had such a good alone time. i just chilled at topaz park for likke an hour, and just thought.

i came to the conlcusion that i'm the way that i am, because i don't know what i want. with everything.



yeahh.