I don't know what to do. I'm getting so restless. it's this played out game that never ends with me. I'm a gypsy. I just constantly need change. I get too adjusted too easily.

I need change of setting, and change of people. For some reason, I just can't let people help me. Slash, i just can't find anyone that I really trust to help me.

I'm self dependent and self reliant. I'm my own psychologist. and it sucks. cause' it's just one opinion, and it's my own.

I dont really know yet. I'm thinking about staying until i get my license back, then go to winnipeg for a bit, to stay with michelle, thenn head over to nova scotia to stay with phoebe and them for a bit until i find my own place.

thennn go to hair school, and get a job afterwards.

thennn i want to travel and work at the same time.

and since cutting hair is pretty universal, i don't think it'd be THAT hard, but i guess it's probably easier said then done.

and probably language barriers are difficult to deal with at times.




I'm just getting realllllllllly bitter. and it's no fun. I hate myself for being like this, but i'm exhausted, and no one is making this easier for me.

it just feels like i have no respect around here, and just get treated like some rug.

stepped on, and stepped on.

I don't know. i'm just really done with selfish people, and for once, i really need to think about myself.

i don't know if i want to leave with my parents, i reallllllly want to. but i don't know if i'll regret it or not.

i'm scared that i will.

i'm scared that i'll have to come back to this place cause no where else will have me.

i'm pathetic when it comes to interviews and getting jobs.




RINGS ON fINGER
Forefinger

You are quitely confident and very responsible. You like to lead and can appear to be quite tough on the surface, but underneath is a gentle and sensitive character that enjoys the finer things of life.