Monday, September 21, 2009

i'm done being so nice.

i'm done waiting around for people. I'm done with people having these expectations of me doing everything and not saying a word about it. I'm done with being stepped on.

I am well aware that I'm too nice for my own good. I am well aware of that.

but people who are as well, and continue stepping on me.. it sickens me.

why do you think I have no "real" friends? I push everyone away.

i don't want to try, cause' it's just going to be fake.

I want some geniune people in my life. I have filtered through everyone.

I have nothing else to give. I'm done, I'm tired, and I'm worn out.



I'm done with flakes. I know i've said this a billlllllllllllllllllllion times, but fuck.

why do I attract myself to needy people? why do i like helping so much?
life sucks.

i'm tired of being sad. i'm tired of being back in vic.

I want to leave, and I'm making it happen tomorrow. when i wake up.

goddamit