definitelly got a mad rush of home sickness last night.

i've just been so sad altely, and i don't even know why.

I just want to cry all the time. I just want to be sad. Why do I need to keep up this so-xcalled "bubbly" image? Why? It's cause people get adjusted to the person that you are.

people always have this image of you to hold onto. But I can't smile. I can't be geniunely happy. Why can't I just be happy?

Am I always going to be alone? I just can't help but think that I'm always just going to be a friend. I'm always just going ot be there and help people.

I'm nothing more than an aid.

I'm helpless, but I'm always helping. seems to be the world that rules me.

I just can't help but care. geniunely care about everyone. I can't stand people being sad. I love to help.

I think i need to be shaken. I feel as though i've grown as much as i need to grow. but not at the same time.

I can't help but to be stepped on all the time. I don't know why other people's happiness is so important to me, so important that I end up compromising my own at times.