am i seriously goingto be alone as long as i think i'm going to be alone for?

cause' it sure as hell feels like it.

buuuut it does feel good these days seeing guys check me out. annnd knowing that guys are asking about me. It's flattering.

even though i know that they're staring at me like a piece of meat. I know that all they want to do is use me.

but that's kind of okay, cause' i'm not really looking for anything longterm, any guy would run after knowig me for too long. I tend to get kind of crazy.

uut i don't wantto give off that persona that i'm a hussy like that. I just want to have fun, and be safe while at it.