I can't help but feel as a human I have failed.

I have failed in every way possible.


that or I just live a different life then most people or something. Cause' for some reason I just feel pathetic all the fucking time, and it takes such a toll on me.

I just want someone who will love me as much as I will love them. Who's going to be there for me.


mainly, i just want a really good friend. ultimately i'll settle for that.