i'm just so fucking confused.

i want him i want him i want him i want him i want him i want him.

why am i such a pussy. why? what am i so fucking afraid of?


i'm scared he's going to reject me. i'm scared that he feels the same. i'm scared that he doesn't feel it back.

i'm just fucking scared.

i love justin, and i'm IN love with justin.

it's definitely not just a crush anymore.