so we went camping with our downstairs neighbors, annd...

we all got trashed, and what not.

this is what happened.. justin was like
"i'm sorry but you're so hot, i know i have impacted your life"

and eh was talkin to melanie

"i have impacted her life, if you met her a year ago, she was so different, she was so self-consciuos and shy... i feel like i have made me feel like she has worth, and brought her out of her shell.." ... "jessica is the first asian girl to have turn me on, she's fucking fine"

then to me "you don't know how hot you are"

"it's just so sad to see someone beat themself up, and not realize that they're better than they think they are"

or at least something along the lines of that...


it's like... i know he loves me, and likes me.. but why isn't he doing anything?! :(