i don't want to live the same life as my mom.

i don't want to fall for the first guy i meet. i don't want to settle just yet, but i don't want to let go.

i don't want to be content, i want to be happy.

he has shown me the world, and he has given me meaning. he's given me hope.

i love the way he smiles, i love his arms.

i love how smart he is, how honest he is.


but i know i deserve better than him. he always has a second agenda. he cares about nobody but himself. he has no remorse.